From andriehvitimus.com

POST Ritual analysis: Slept ALOT, a real lot.

Ok there was a slight mistake in the ritual last night, but I dont at all think it was a mistake, not in the traditional way. I of course, misread the High Magic, inserting a lunar aspect with the saturn call. I feel better, so in alot of ways this was successful ( and I have a sense the world cant really stop me). So I never interpret mistakes like this as a bad thing, nor should you. Honestly, when I looked at it, it Clearly looked different then it does now. But the mind is great at playing tricks on you, that you need to go through.

I mostly spend the ritual crying, yes me crying go figure. Some of the memories that came up, were not so good.

And then I called out Agiel, and felt my flesh decay. It didnt hurt though, it was like it was dissolving, at the end of the ritual, this seemed to reconstruct, although I very much think that happened alot more while sleeping.

As an aside, after the ritual, I seem to be able to see aura's alot better ( which I will take there was something within the Lunar (psychic) currents that needed to be transformed before I could actually finish this off)

In a way, the result of the ritual was that I had the seed of Success and Movement... with the advice to fight on with my mind.. To perservere which is definitely Saturn Evolutionary currents speaking through me. So I initially thought, due to payment issues, I would have to do the ritual next weekend anyway. Looks like I was RIGHT either way. Next saturday it is, will leave the altar up a week, and then I have everything set for a second more correct Saturn work. My interpretation here, is that the demons I am trying to transform need a bit more work, and of course are ILLUSIONARY in part. AKA this in retrospect turned out toe be a killing illusions affair, and that the second ritual will be able to make the motion I was trying for.

Work for the day:

Will do a LBRP when I finish coding some work stuff, and some reiki stuff.

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