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Tuesday went by like it didn't exist. For all important purposes it didnt

Came home and slept after work :(, Saturn effects.

Morning: Did my LBRP again.

You can find that this ritual in

"High Magic: Theory & Practice" (Frater U.:D.:) and

11 Lessons of High Magic. Its really in tons of books so that should not be a hard one to find. Also Google it.

Instead of pushing their books, I thought hey

BUY MY BOOK please

No real insights, felt better.

Lunchtime:

Performed an Astral Gnostic Pentagram Ritual. Ironically, I had a little trouble with the banishing.

followed by Chao Kundalini Ritual

There was a few oddities about this time around

First, I backed the Pentragrams in the AGPR ( astral gnnostic Pentagram ritual) with invocations of chaos and chaos stars in the center to push harder on any obstacles or negativity. A picture, since I feel kind.

Oddly, when I did that a spider climbed up on my head and sat on my face. I ignored the spider. or was one with it and kept going and focusing harder. This was a spider about the size of a dime and was not a daddy long legs ( dont know what it was). After performing the banishing backed up by invocations of chaos, I removed the spider ( did not kill it, just took it off my face).

Then I performed the Kundalini rising ( note to self, so many people have asked about this that I have to write a more practical guide to it. The ritual basically assumes some knowledge of the chraka system).

This was very intense. Although not the same, my energy channels are more sensitive after the saturn working and after the LBRP. Pushed it up to what I consider the quantum connections level ( which is like all there is...) essentially past the Crown chrakra.

Then there was a second oddity, a second spider had climbed up my leg and just sat there. A small one, but still. Spiders in native american myth have a ton of connotations. I have on and off had a bunch of syncronicities with spiders, and it seems through googlemancy that many people who are writers have, especially when they are working things out in the head. Of course, spiders are related to the moon as well in wiccan circles, and they have a very hunter prey make connections. In Vodou, there is a family of loa who while I don't really serve them, I certainly on good terms with. I probably should think ( see active meditate) on this. Then of course, too, spiders being more predatary would be easy pocession targets for the Unseelie faery, and I just did a Morrigan ritual.

I did a little Tai Chi to cool down. It felt fantastic

LATER NIght: Did some more tai chi, was a little worried about the leg but it pulled through. However, after moving the energy around with the Tai Chi and the work I had done before hand with the kundalini, I was a little tweaked out in a bad way. Hypersensitive, seeing "auras" while not in ritual, jittery. The green tea I had DID not help this ( sigh, I should have known my system needs far less stimulants when I do this kinda of work ). Grounded and then went to a friends house for a bit, and then went home. Of course, I got caught up doing some personal web page stuff, and then didnt go to bed till 3.

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