From andriehvitimus.com

Last night:

Well this after 12 o'clock... had a long talk with a friend ( well the friend's sister who just died ). I have always had a weird relationship with the dead. They are always around... and lately alot more. They do not hurt me, they know I can help them and am willing to work for me. I was talking to my friend, that they always cause me anxiety....

And basically the person channeled/pocessed.. and had a conversation with Mama Bridgett. ( she by the way would say I was born with covered with the skin, mark of someone who could deal with the dead alot). For my friend, it was pretty clear, I stood in for death, or at least was there with death.... and its something that came easily.. I knew what to do...done it before... etc.. meaning I probably, as I should be able to have clearer conversations, just have that internal reaction.

Yep, Mama Bridgette when I was 4-5, I could see and perfectly hear the dead. At that point, there was no fear. But then one dead soul, tried to do something horrendous to me. She wont say exactly what, but it was stopped and dealt with... but the action was so terrifying that well that shut down. The problem is at 4-5 there is not the resources, intellectually, to not shut down.

Now, this is very consistent, with me being able to feel them, right way... getting anxious while they are around, and being able to request their services ( but I still have an anxious reaction). At that age, blocking it out would be the natural reaction. My reactions to the dead is consistent with the channeled information provided here, and without prompting also consistent with what I think but do not remember happening. It does, once things calm down, give at least some cues how to get it back, since the dead are around all the time.. to help, I just cant hear them well do to anxiety reaction. Self-hypnosis or having someone hypnotize me with regression to cause ( although that person would have to be magician, to deal with anything that accidentally got evoked).

Lunchtime today:

So I did the walking meditation, pushed hard on the Gigong. When I got to the office, I was completely drenched in sweat. This is a positive sign, cause it was DAMN cold. Meaning my energy system is starting to ramp up purify itself, and heal ( in a way consistent this is very similar to what happened before).

More random good luck, I wont say what ( thats between me and the universe)... but more good luck coming my way, in addition to the Ice Cream incident last week.

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